A blink of an eye

It happens in a blink a flash te time it takes to look back. Why today these words are so powerful to bring tears even up my eyes I am so fearful for the millions of people that that rapture and blink of our eye will leave behind. Yet daily what am I doing or as the song by revive says and almost feels as if it is god speaking to me and for me directly. "what have I done with my life?" where do I even begin LOrd show me where I can be useful help me proclaim your word so even one more soul might not be lost in the hopelessness that is the eternal punishment of hell help me be you to a lost and otherwise hopeless world.how can I live each day this way so hardened or maybe just oblivious to the fact that you are coming and you are coming soon Oh dear God I do not want to see family and friends lost. I need direction clear direction from you God I need to know where you want me and what I am to do to serve you and this cause. You are gonna have all of me so use me and you see fit. I have wasted so Many years God that were yours and for that I am sorry I want to have that blink be awesome and not only for me but so many others I want you use me to reach this world help direct me,siting here typing I am lost for what that means for me and why I all the sudden tonight have such a urgency for this. Is this your gentle tug at my heart? Are you sharing your grief for lost souls with me. My heart my hands. My feet life is yours use it guide me cause I am confused where to begin. Matt 10:32 -33 but if anyone aknowledges me publicly I will acknowledge him before my father in heaven, but if anyone denies me here on earth I will deny that persona before my father in heaven.