Little did I know

Little did I know,last time I called you up it would be the last time I heard your sweet voice through the phone. Little did I know that time on Christmas Eve we sat and talked it would be our last talk alone. Little did I know the flowers I bought you would outlive you. Little did I understand it then and I still can't say I do. Little things you tell me like how your brothers teased and called you droopy drawers little did I know this was would be the last time my laughter mixed with yours. Little can I understand how to get past a loss this big, I know you love me as I loved you but the wound Is still so fresh. Little would anyone believe how long I've prayed for you, Yet now I pray God not only would take you from me but spare you pain too. You are a certain special not many people can be, You are for sure a precious grandma friend you meant so much to me. Your eyes,your smile,your laughter,your hugs,the things you did not even knowing you did them.the encouragement you helped supply me as child will not soon be forgot. Grandma you were a wonderful friend I'm so lucky to have known, I hope hope you know the deepness of the love and kindness on earth you have sewn. ----- I love you.